Camper Quarantine Confessions Week II: To quote Cher, “If I could turn back time…” I may have just become a healthcare professional in some capacity (i.e. nurse, doctor, a maker of healthcare needs).

If I could turn back time…I may have just entered the armed forces to contribute to the safety of our nation in some capacity.

If I could turn back time…I may have just become a truck driver and contribute to our supply chain, delivering food, medical needs and supplies in times of need like today and everyday for that matter.

On and on and on…

Once again lurking in the shadows is regret, and regret is a hell of thing the older you get. (Feel free to Read more here: REGRET)

All these things that are so much more important to move the world along day to day and to bring safety and comfort to those in need and right now I find myself asking again was I selfish to choose the journey I chose musically and artistically in this time of crisis.

It’s a hell of a thing as you get older when you start to question the role you’ve played and contributed to this world. But we are who we are, and in some cases you just have to play the hand that was dealt but also come to terms with past choices made when starting off on a journey, when young and kicked out into the world.

We make decisions that we have to carry the rest of our lives for better or for worse.

Right now I’m currently feeling helpless, that’s a scary feeling when for the most part you’ve been afforded more opportunities than most being from this great Nation.

But I chose to be a musician, I have faith and I chose to play music and make a living doing that. I want to believe to some degree it does offer a benefit to lives in times of need. But this sense of guilt and sorrow surfacing of never really investing more time to explore something more beneficial and important again is lurking in the shadows.

But it’s all I have to offer, as of right now.

Artist Disclaimer: I really don’t know any of Cher’s music but this one was stuck in my head after going grocery shopping. And now it won’t shut off in my head!!! HELP!!!

Camper Quarantine Confessions Week 1